Hello. It is now a lil' less than a week before I take off to my travels. I'm feeling a bit nauseous as I guess a part of me still holds much fear about the changes that will come during my travels. Also I'm feeling anxious about packing as I do not like to pack and I've been procrastinating on it, but today I'm feeling I must get my ass going on it. So after I finish my first blog entry I will grab my brother's big backpack (which I'm borrowing cuz' it's big) and start to put in the winter clothes first, since I expect to tread South America at the latter part of my trip.

My thoughts about the trip are scattered at this moment. It's like the stillness before a storm, yes, that's how I'm feeling. Much will be unfolded in this trip, yet I'm blindfolded at the moment. The only channeled messages I've received so far about my travel is that I will be prepared for what I'm being prepared for - wow, what an insight that brings me no where. At the same time, what fun will there be if I know what is to come!? Great! Anyhow, yesterday I did pick up a book from Ruby's called "The Heart of Cristos" and to no coincidence, it contains many interesting pastlife memories of the writer in Mesoamerica and apparently the Mayans had access to star wisdoms from Pleiades. So I'm looking forward to visiting some Mayan temples in Mexico where I will possibly download for myself these wisdoms while I'm there! So this part makes me very excited!

Ok. All for now. Expect to write every now and then. So pls come back when you think about me while I'm away...